How Am I Feeling Now???

It started out last Friday, after arriving at Momee's place. I had this short breathing and near to fainting. As I trudge through the stairs, my back immediately caught the corner seat. I grabbed the pillow, and laid there for a mommy. I had a short nap until dadee asked me to join him for a lunch. It was 2:10 in the afternnon. I devoured the food before me so to still my murmuring stomach. I was honestly hungry as ever. I didn't understand.

With my usual routine, I got 2 capsules from my bag, grapeseed and ultima -c for my energy boaster. When momee arrived, I asked her a favor to massage me. I was relieved by that with a warned that I need to be cautious with my health.

The afternoon went well, and when sunset came I have to go back to Davao City. Since then, I am suffering with this unreasonable pain.
Some say,
NAPASMO KO....
and other says
NABUGHAT KO...
Which is which???

I only have one thing in mind, I need to pamper myself for a one day spa and take ultima-c every hour and rest and sleep the whole day...

Wish I could really do these stuffs, couple with the facts the errands are everywhere..!

Wish I could be well.

What do u think?

How Am I feeling now?

Dreaming of You!!!

Cause I'm Dreaming of You Tonight
And Tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
When there's nowhere in the world
I'd rather be
Than here in my Room
Dreaming with you endlessly

Dreaming is the most common expression of someone who believes in the magic of love.
Love is express in many splendorous actions. And if dreaming has no pay, I will not stop dreaming till the dreams is met.


Without leap of imagination or dreaming, we lose the excitement of possibilities.
Dreaming after all, it's a form of planning! (GLoria Steinem)

THE BASIC

I scan through my old notes and belongings where those little notes were written to express myself further, I straighten up a crumpled piece of paper and read the words written:

I won't promise you forever for its impossible to happen;
But I promise you always for it includes, today, tomorrow and the days to come.
I love you always!

After all that had happen, the miles we fought back, the difference we mended up, the basic remains...

it's YOU and ME...!

See you Later!

In the pass, when I want to say something, I would always ask to give me some space to think. A time to think things over and to weigh which among the facts is heavier!

But the shocking truth is that,
1. I just can’t say it straight that I am hurt. And I am suffering from the pain I went through. I need healing and sometimes I can’t forgive those who cause me pain.
2. I just can’t admit that after the pain I’ve been through, I cut the edge of the sharp things that hurt me that may lead to goodbyes.

But now is different! I want to fight something that is mine, something that is of my legal right and is rightfully mine.

But the shocking truth is that. I was washed away of that right for some unreasonable reasons that cause me so much hurt. Until now I am hurting. I need to contemplate, I need to be hurt! I need to accept the fact that it exist so I can say move on to my soul searching. How much hurt will I have to endure the pain till I’ll block out. How many tears will I shed for these reasons? How long will I endure the words that crushed my being? How long will the persons surrounds me insult me and casts stones against my being?

Is this worth to say, see you later with the hope of mending back the broken pieces?

Is this worth to say, see you later because I’m still beating the bloods that runs through my heart?

Is this SEE YOU LATER?