In the pass, when I want to say something, I would always ask to give me some space to think. A time to think things over and to weigh which among the facts is heavier!
But the shocking truth is that,
1. I just can’t say it straight that I am hurt. And I am suffering from the pain I went through. I need healing and sometimes I can’t forgive those who cause me pain.
2. I just can’t admit that after the pain I’ve been through, I cut the edge of the sharp things that hurt me that may lead to goodbyes.
But now is different! I want to fight something that is mine, something that is of my legal right and is rightfully mine.
But the shocking truth is that. I was washed away of that right for some unreasonable reasons that cause me so much hurt. Until now I am hurting. I need to contemplate, I need to be hurt! I need to accept the fact that it exist so I can say move on to my soul searching. How much hurt will I have to endure the pain till I’ll block out. How many tears will I shed for these reasons? How long will I endure the words that crushed my being? How long will the persons surrounds me insult me and casts stones against my being?
Is this worth to say, see you later with the hope of mending back the broken pieces?
Is this worth to say, see you later because I’m still beating the bloods that runs through my heart?
Is this SEE YOU LATER?
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